Perhaps you have heard someone say "I am of two minds about it" when confronted with a decision to make - not knowing which way to go - which choice to make. Well, it seems it's not only humans that have this difficulty. One day I was out picking cones off the lawn that had been blown down from the fir trees in my yard. I gather them up to use as mulch on an area where I removed the grass. It was much to hot and dry in that particular spot, so I tore up the grass, put down old used carpet, some black cloth on top, and am in the process of covering it with cones from the trees. I did a section of the yard like that last year and it has worked out very well, so I extended the area this spring.

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Using Cones for Mulch
The section on the right is full of fir cones instead of wood shavings. Looks just as good and works well for areas that don't get much traffic - and the price is right! It just makes sense not to pay to remove them and then pay to get mulch.

But to get back to being of two minds - the neighbour happened to be outside as well and called to me to point out a young squirrel slowly moving along the top of the fence between our yards. The squirrel desperately wanted to get up into the safety of my fir tree (where he/she often spends time by the look of the peanut shells beneath it!). I was between the squirrel and the tree. The squirrel would look at me and take a few steps, then stop and look some more. Obviously not certain whether I was friend or foe, it was weighing the importance of reaching that particular tree for safety against the threat that I may pose. Now, I should be honest and admit that the squirrel and I have had eye to eye contact before, so it did have a history on which to base its decision to take one last charge across the last few feet and up the tree, where it lay along a branch and watched me some more.

The camera, of course, was several feet away from me on the patio table! No good at all over there! But I do have some previous pictures of a squirrel that will do. This may well be one of its offspring. Who's to know? Although I reluctantly admit I do talk to it, I haven't yet had an answer back (chuckle, chuckle).
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Squirrel
Deciding which way to go.

But, without trying to give animals human feelings, I could see/sense what was going on in its brain, because I have had that dilemma  myself. Not certain whether what I wanted to do was really worth the risk I had to take to accomplish the job. I used to sit and write a list of pros and cons and 'logic' it to death. Now I just try to listen to what my heart says, because I have found that logic may not send you in the right direction. Like the little squirrel, sometimes taking that chance is what you want to do, what you need to do, and not half the risk you expect it to be.
 


Comments

Wed, 02 Sep 2009 11:32:15

Hey Marilyn!

Cute story... and great lesson.

I've been holding back on a project
for much too long -- your story gave
me the kick in the pants I needed.

Logic leads to fear and procrastination. Squirrels lead to nuts. I'll take nuts any time!

Peace & Love & Leaps of Faith,
Mudd a.k.a. Daring Oza :-)
xoxo

P.S.: Hadn't been here in a while... you changed the look of the place = very nice... as usual.

 

Wed, 02 Sep 2009 12:42:12

Thanks Mudd! And thanks for stopping by. I decided it was time to try a different look.

Happy to know my words sparked something for you... and good luck with the project! Gather the 'nuts' and use them to fuel the rest of your journey.

 



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